I was moved to write this while watching “What If”.
I am actually looking for a work right now, not because I don’t
like my work anymore it’s just that the agency lost the account and as much as
I love working with the Managing Director he is himself busy looking for
sponsors for his Islamic Travel App. But, I actually have a pending offer from
a guy who I could be in danger of falling in love with. So could someone tell
me if it’s a good idea to work for him or should I continue to look for
something else?
Honestly, I’ve met the interviewer a couple of months ago.
He sent a message on Linkedin wanting to interview me. The first time I saw
him, physically, he was just someone I’d like to say my “kind of guy”. A
typical interview would last after the 2nd right? My interview with
him was a little different. He was the one going to my building and meet at a
coffee shop and interview me there, but the interview seemed forever with him.
Finally, he offered me the position when I told him that I kinda have an offer
from other companies. It was what I was waiting for.. but when he offered it, I
had to step back and think things over. In short, I decided to work with a
different company but like I said,
You might be intrigued on what he looks like. Oh wait, let’s
just call him the “GM”. This seems to be like I am part of those movies, where
the employee works for those good looking, smart, fashionable and kind Manager,
well let’s not leave the fact that he also looks like kinda fit and I am guilty
of wanting to see what’s inside those long sleeves. He is just extremely nice
and smart and witty and everything else. I may be exaggerating but that’s how I
see him. I can’t even concentrate when he starts to talk. His lips, looks so
pinky soft and those perfect set of teeth are just a perfect combination to
throw me to wonderland when I start staring. Yes! I am guilty of wanting to
kiss him… so bad actually.
I can tell that GM will be a great employer but seriously,
the thought of seeing my ideal guy every single day and the thought of me
wanting to kiss him is seriously.. seriously.. worst than being in a mess.
I am in a whole here, Ive had a couple of interviews but I
know for myself that I don’t belong in any of them. It’s just like trying to fit
myself just to get the job and those that I really want are already taken. And this
one, offered by GM, I know I will grow and he will be there to support me which
I feel like the best and worst thing ever. Can someone just please give me an
advice, I want this job but I don’t want to feel anything for him because first
and foremost he is just way out of my league. He is young, successful, good
looking, kind and more. But accepting the work will be like trying to look past
him, up the ceiling or down the floor and none of them seems to be a good
solution.
Anyone? Can anyone just please tell me what to do?
